` tiMe machIne

I was watching 'Angus, Thongs and Perfect Snogging' for the how many times I dunno hahaha

It makes me want to go back to my old days at school,
I want my parents nearby
I want my life to be in order,
in order means I'm studying and yet I can do something else..
or just maybe studying
The prob now is that I don't really study..
I'm bad,
real BAD

*sigh*

` fiGht for what you BelieVe~

Ehemn!!!

This week, I've got the semester 1 final's result ;)

So, how is it? Excellent? BAD??

Harharhar

It's so-so

Didnt get 4 flat =.=;

Only manage to get 3.78

Chemistry: A

Biology: A

Physics: A-

Mathematics: B+

They picked the best 3 subjects, including Math;

so I got 3.78

I dunno if it's good enough

but I did my best, I think..Lol

With that kind of result, I think I did ok [considering our syllabus at PASUM]

But it's not something to brag about >.>;

This 2nd semester, I'll try to even out the marks to get 4 flat in the end

HOYEAH!!!

Actually, I dont really have anything to write about

It's just that I've been blogwalking today,

and seeing people's blog making me want to write something too

Hahahahaha :D
And I've trying to 'follow' some blogs, but don't know how..I don't seem to find the follow button? =.=;

bubbyee for now!

` nadia bahri

NADE!!!

I miss you T~T

` totallY rUles!

nyaa~

today, i watched HARRY POTTER and THE DEATHLY HALLOWS part 1
3 words: oh my god!
probably the best harry potter movie ever! mostly because they separated it into 2 parts, but whatever
since the very beginning, i was like "Lupin is gonna die, so does Kingsley, George, and so on.." made my eyes all watery ya know ;-;
can't wait for the 2nd part hehehe :D
no matter what people said, i will say, harry potter rules!!! millions of times better than twilight saga >:P

~harrypotterboxsetharrypotterboxset, anyone?~

i watched the movie at capsquare, with my aunt, uncle n my cousin
anyway, after that we head off to BOOKXCESS *so here's the major mood spoiler, since i was in high spirit after watching harry potter even with my teary eyes*
i went there, only to find the last, i repeat THE LAST boxset of NARNIA was sold out!!!
srsly, i feel like crying T____T
damn damn damn! my beloved sister; Sarah is badly wanting that book, half of it was my fault that i didn't manage to buy the boxset *sigh* better luck next time ;)
uh oh, i think one needs to be like Becky Bloomwood when one is inside bookxcess cause "you never know, it's a bargain!" <<
somehow, back there i wish i was becky, so that the moment i saw the boxset, i would just grab it! and not just let it be on the shelf ToT
it was a bargain, srsly! becky bloowood, right now, i truly wish i were you ;-;
it was rm 139.90 from rm430.00 or something
yeah, what a waste...duh!
in the end, i only bought a hardcover novel *sigh again*

oke, so right now i've decided: i'm making a wishlist *like those in gaiaonline, the diff is that this is real, i'm so going to find ways to buy them :))*
wishlist will help me to strive for the best. because you know, i have to study real hard so that i can get into the faculty that i've really been keen into *which will make lots of money bwahahahaha!*
ehem, so i think this is all, i'll sahre the wishlist later ;)

so, jane~
ps: right now it feels like i'm on an extended holidays because the schedule is not that packed. not until the 3rd week..which will be next week..gawdddd
mira, best of luck!!! bassyak!!

xoxoxoxo
,Qissu<3

` money moneY ~

so,
it's been almost 2 weeks since i was home
i'm not even sure what day is today, i think it's thursday? hahaha
crap, i'm going to um soon =.=; on sunday
this thought is somehow depressing >.>;

anyway,
let's move on
since harry potter and the deathly hollow is coming out soon, probably in december? i dunno, but my cuzzy has been asking me out to go watch it with her, which i GLADLY accepted without thinking *obviously* who doesn't want to watch harry potter?? :))

and i saw this on nintendo website



and now, srsly i want that thing!!! gawddd
it's just that it's not sold yet in malaysia,
don;t know if it will ever be sold in here =.=;
ive surveyed online for this thing,
non are shipping this thing to malaysia..
only have ebay and play-asia which cost USD 300++
which is a very huuuuge no-no for me
for one thng it only cost under USD200 in the USA
another thing is that the one in play-asia is in japanese, what the heck?
[[ so yeah, im left with:
1. to wait, and see whether it WILL be sold in here
2. just buy the regular/normal/everyone-has-this type of nintendo ds ]]
=.=;
just as i just made up my mind to nds over psp *yeah over psp*
i really want that limited edition version
for one thing it's in RED *which is my fave colour*,
it's MARIO limited edition. doesnt that sounds cool? >_< pj =".=" style="font-weight: bold;font-size:130%;" >NO it's not that i haven't take my bath, just because i was going to be in the kitchen for most of the time on that day, i decided to wear my pj even after i took my shpwer that morning*since it's comfy, cotton, nice and i feel great in doing work in them =.=;*
it was so embarrassing =.=;;;
haih,
and about that friend of my dad, he drove a MASERATI GRANTURISMO
you know what kind of car is that? i didn't since i've never seen one in real life, i've only heard the name maserati, and the fact that it's a car
that car, it's not even the type that you can see in the movies, maybe rarely
its just that super expensive,
it just put Merecedes at the bottom? hahaha like i ever know the whole lot about cars >_< hehehe
the car costs him RM1.4 million if im not mistaken
man, it's THAT good to be super rich huh?
"uncle azman, can u buy me a limited edition nds? pretty pleassseee?" because i know he's been in and out of malaysia, so theres a way for someone like him to get that nds for me >.<;; he owns this nation-wide cosmetic products company i wish i had that limited edition NDS, badly yeah yeah it's just that great makes me wanna have BIG BIG BIGGG JOBBBB one day so that i can buy anything i want -.-; srsly hahahahaha whatever, i dont even finish my pre-u and the result? i dun even know yet sigh life's hard well, thats all i think for the moment btw; ive been rereading those 3 novels hahaha and today ive finished reading Sophie Kinsella's REMEMBER ME?; love the novel, but i don't fancy any memory-lost related stories..they just freak me up >_<

uh oh, im going out with my dad now ^__^
dada~

` conTented ~

I'm on my 3rd novel now :D
Whitney, My Love
also by Judith McNaught

hahaha
hols been great as if of now :))

So, today:
went to visit my gramps
cooked the dinner with mom
logged on fb to play farmville *hehehe hell yeah!*


and oh, I came across this video
one of my friends on fb posted it



nice one eh? be what you want to be, if only it's as simple as that, life is.
anyway,
this is the singer; just a glimpse of him shall we? *like duh, you can just google him yourself*
he's not that handsome, but still considered as good looking, aite? he's just not my type *smack*

i like his 2nd pic better, seems a lot more natural right? more to boy-next-door type?
hahaha whatever

i wonder how lots of ppl can actually put pics on their blogs WITHOUT those pics getting weird..
for sure i dunno how >.>;; oh wells

thats all for now, i think :)
xoxoxoxo
Qis

` OnCe&&AlwaYs

yawww! I'm home now! :D

The finals are doneee!
hahaha but as you see, since I've been waking up at 3 or 4 am for the past few weeks *gee thanks a lot for the finals for making me a verrryyyy early riser* now im awake
hahaha Even at home, and last night on the train when I was on my way back to Tanah Merah,
it's just wonderful! =.=;

Hahahaha,
so yeah I'm so happy just being at home! :D
last night i didn't realize when I fell asleep huahuahua my baddddd.
I thought of going to my gramps' last night, haven't meet them since I came back huhuhu~


So, so so
enough bout that.
I borrowed a novel form a friend of mine,
a Judith McNaught novel :D
entitle Once and Always
omg omg!!! as usual her novels are just so so so sweet, romantic *giddy giddy giddy*
hahahaha I love Jason and Victoria Fielding in that novel.
They are just, sarcastic? you can say that. All in all, the novel is nice *duhhh I'm not good in reviewing or commenting about novels*


Let's move on,
my current song is Taylor Swift's Speak Now
yep yep another of her song becoming my fave! Oh yea baby!


Another thing to take note:
I've tried ice skating hahaha at Sunway Pyramid Ice with Norisah Abu <3
Syabil was there too, but didn't join us
Definitely, something to try out, but seriously
I would have a 2nd thought if I were to do it again hahaha

That's ebought for now ^^
excuse me, I want to play Farmville now

daaaaa~
xoxoxQis

`~ fiNals

attention!!!

the finals r comin!!

hahaha yep, trhis monday oct 25th ;)

and and and today im 18 years and a day's old :DD

thanks a bunch for all those bday wishes :D

thanksssss ~

for my 18th bday, i want 4FLATTTTTT

can i? pretty pwease? ;-;

im hving probs with bio, i dont seem to be interested in them T~T BIOO im so very sorrrryyyy!

oke oke im going back to study yawww :))

tomolo im going out with my family, theyre in kl now on behalf of my bday huahuahua!!! :D

well then ciao~

and oh, thanks again for those shhhwwweeeeetttt bday wishes! (^^,)//

xoxoxo

zb~

& it comes _

" omg omg omg
the feelings come again
i just hope that this will last, or at least let it be true.. (:

a tint of nerdy looks; rugby player; smart? then,
::i heart you!:: "

btw
finals are comin next week -.-;
and and
my mom and dad are coming to KL on Oct 21st \(^~^)/ my bday ~
huyeah!! im so going out right after class on friday,
if not mybe on saturday morning :)
hehehehe my finals start on Oct 25th, isn't it great?

my accomplish till this hour: been absorbed into fmax0112; from 4.30am till 10am
hahaha im just that into physics ^^
im supposed to wake Ika up, at 10am
then she asked for another half an hour, oh wells
she didnt sleep at all last night anyway
Ika ialah sangat rajin :)

flYing withOut wingS

so yeah,
i haven't post anything since i came to PASUM

hahaha i sux, i noe :D

well,
theres about 3 weeks before final exam
im just me, as usual
not that HARDworking, at all

oh wells
my bad, my bad
i know >.>;
consider myself a total, big loser if i dont start study this week
im serious!!
Allah, please help me ;-;

LOUD n CLEAR i can hear inside
" that one's getting ready to fly;
that one's gonna fly;
that one's already flying;
but not me..
why is that? "

hoMe is WherE the HearT iS ~

yatta! i just got home ^^~

so today
i went to SUNWAY PYRAMID before going to the airport
had my dinner at 7pm at PEPPER LUNCH, a japanese restaurant
LOL~ i was full. didnt even finish my meal :P
then i ate some fruits
followed by CHOC DELUXE waffle
* i always manage to stuff my stomach with food, somehow :P*
then hurried to the airport with my aunty and uncle
managed to buy some doughnuts at BIG APPLE

my flight arrived in kota bharu at aroung 9.30pm
my dad, my lil bro n sis were already waiting for me

shud i go into details? maybe later, not in the mood to type a lot hahahaha


thats all for now ^^~

uncleFIKRI tagged me ^^

1. 3 NAMES IN YOUR INBOX CELLPHONE?

Nade, Cepet, Fikri aka uncle :P

2. YOUR MAIN RINGTONE?

why i like you - super junior

3. WHAT U DID AT 12 LAST NIGHT?

trying to get to sleep while talking on the phone with asim

4 . WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON U WENT OUT WITH? WHERE?

Kam, at KLCC *it was so much fun huyeah! we watched alice in wonderland..MADHATTER<3*

5. THE COLOR OF THE T'SHIRT YOU'RE WEARING? NOW?

whitee, and the mickey mouse's lining is blue

6. THE LAST THING U DID?

texting cepet

7. 3 OF YOUR EVERYDAY FAVORITE ITEMS?

1. my SE

2. my shoes? lol

3. my pc

8. THE COLOR OF YOUR BEDROOM?

pink =_= *uncle, shut up*

9. HOW MUCH MONEY IN YOUR WALLET NOW?

less than rm400 *i spent some of them already on shoes, shirts and books T_T*

11. YOUR FAVORITE SONG?
kpop mostly, and any songs that are good to my ears

12. WHAT WILL U DO NEXT WEEKEND?

going out with my friends, yeah! nina will drive :D hahaha

13. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME U SAW UR MOM?

last monday

14. WHERE IS SHE NOW?

in the bedroom, duh

15. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU TALKED TO YOUR PARENTS?

a few hours ago i was on the phone with my dad

6. WHO IS THE LAST PERSON THAT TEXTED U?

Cepet *winks*

17.WHERE DID U HAVE UR DINNER LASTNIGHT?

at my aunt's apartment, too lazy to go out to have dinner with her

18. THE LAST SURPRISE YOU GOT?

hahahaha lots, cepet and also the fact that the Madhatter is sweet <33

19. LAST THING U BORROWED FROM UR FRIENDS?

eh? dunno, cant rememberrr

21. WHO IS UR BF/GF OR HUSBAND/WIFE?

I dunno, do you have any idea who?

22. WHAT DO YOU FEEL NOW?

bloated!

23. WANNA SHARE WITH WHO?

With uncle and Dani, bacause these 2 ppl are always hungry in the middle of the night

24. WHO KNOWS UR SECRET?

which secret? bwahahaha probably zack, nade, ena

25 . THEY KEEP UR SECRET?

they sure do

27. ARE YOU ANGRY WITH SOMEONE?

with myself, should give it a try in engineering =_=

28. WHAT DO YOU ORDER AT MCD?
fillet-o-fish, apple pie, and mcflurry

29. THE LAST TIME YOU FELT SO SAD?
hm...lemme think, when i knew i didnt make it to TM's camp =_=

30. WHAT IS UR WISH FOR TOMORROW?

wanna watch a movie T_T and get back to kelantan

31. WHO WILL U TAG NEXT?
NADE, and ZACKKKKK ~ ohohoho :D

license babY~

so yesterday, since it already past 12 midnight..
was my jpj test to get my driving license
both for car n bikes

for bikes; theres 2 parts. i failed one of them.
hence i FAILED
so,
gotta retest
which is on april 7th ~
haiyo...lmbt lg la..
after i failed, i felt like crying..
literally in the verge of tears..
gawddd...i was so frustrated with myself
so i called my friend
and he did a good job in calming me
thanks buddy :D

and for the car, also 2 parts.
passed both of them :D

ngee,
but still have to wait to retest the bike
only then i can have my official license

also, also
today
went shopping with my mom after fisnishing my jpj test
bought a new pants, a cardigan (red this time :D) and a top
whewww~ that would made up my frustration in failing the bike test
huh

andandand my dad bought me a new perfumeee~
adidas' fruity rythm..
if im not mistaken lah..
its my first time using adidas perfume
usually im using Lancome ..forgot what its name
tehehehe anyway it smeels good
i have low tolerance in perfume
i get dizzy with most of the perfumes
so yeah, kinda hard for me to be around ppl with those nose-prickling perfume *no hard feelings here*

okeh2
thats all for tonight~
jaa~

again n again ~ :D

ive been busy filling up scholarship applications since the spm results were out

overall i did good, got all 10 As :D
6A+, 2A, 2A-

anyway;;
theres too much forms to fill
*im not bragging here*
and honestly, i dont know which course i want to study yet,
so,
i chose pharmacy for jpa
accounting, actuarial sc, economy, math n statistics
(those that had to do with number n math)
for bnm, khazanah, pnb and such
playing with numbers always out do me hahaha

well the hardest part would be preparing for the interviews~
haiyo
im dead worried
never been into one,
so yeah
ive been gathering the infos as much as i can
and i should start to look up about pharmacy
accounting, act sc n others

lots to do/google
hahaha
anyway
things are better nowadays
keep my mind off from the unnecessary stuff :)

ive googled bout pharmacy, but didnt really find what i want
*sigh*
gotta try again ~

i havent update my upu form, since i dunno what to take
maybe asasi sc hayat n fizikal in UM
or those asasi in UIAM
iono
@_@

thats all for now,
going to bed
chow~

bOredom

currently listening to you're beautiful and boys over flower ost

have listened to a few of new songs form big bang, 2ne1 and 2pm

watched suju's promo ss2 in malaysia clip

uh oh im listening to Hwang Taekyung;s singing right now :P

nothing interesting today;;

i skipped my driving lesson, yet again

whattheheckkk my jpj test is postponed to 24th march, darnnn =_=

so its making me lazier on going to driving lesson

wakakaka

im sick of doing the same thing
over and over again
=__=;;
aint my fault duhh
even my instructor's magic wont do on me
haih..

thts all for now =)
byee !

faLse accusaTion ~

my driving lesson didnt go well today :/

even my instructor was aking me whats wrong..
so, whats wrong with me?
blahh
i dont think theres anything wrong with me
=)
so basically my driving is according to my mood?
well, maybe
but not today,
maybe just because of the heat
trust me, it was so freakin hot today
even my dear instructor was not as talkative as usual *good for him*
hahahaha

talk about accusation/assumption
i got a few since the last 2 weeks
all were wrong? you can say that
hahah people like to assume things at their will
cant help it can i?
like i said before
"as if its that's gonna happen.."
i usually dont really care what other people said
just at times, i couldn't help thinking..
this just sometimes make we wonder
am I good enough?
up to that standard?
am I supposed to be like that?
the fact is
I dont think I'm up to that standard..aint I?
those just make me longing for something that would never ever be mine
to some extent it hurts



anyway;;
i just checked out zack's blog
i love reading her post
with the pix and all
of course, for her rather meaningful posts
unlike mine =__=;; haahaa

maybe...
just maybe i would post that kind of post,
someday perhaps
hahaha~

chow ~

as if that's goNna happeN ~

something exciting happened today =)

i went driving again today
the usual

the best part is,
i talked to Syafiq form my old school ~ omo omo
quite surprising i would say :P
we talked as if we are frens for a lone time hahaha
the fact that i was his classmate for only like more than a month..didnt even make it into 2 months...
lol ~ oke, im just too happy =)
it seems that hes going to take the jpj test on march 17th, same as me :D
the best part is, i'll always have someone to chat with hahaha ~
anyhting more than that aint gonna happen
pshhh ...

oh back to the exciting part of the story
*yeah the whole Syafiq part is not the main tale *
i was driving, with my instructor..we went first on the road
then we did all the routine, such parking etc etc..
and of course i was left alone in the car while my instructor was outside, monitoring the car
all of a sudden, while i was waiting i saw blood on my jeans
i was like "what the.." so keep looking for the source
and
it turned out that
one of my finger on my left hand was bleeding
forgot to mention this: i had a cut on that finger,
usually when im going to have my driving lesson i would stick a bandaid on them..turned out that i didnt do that today..
so yeah,
it was bleeding...its the first time anything like this had ever happened to me
hahahaha~ exciting huh?
good thing i have tissues with at that time
so yeah
i got away from my instructor knowing
i bet he would make a fuss over this thing
hahaha he's always fun to be around btw =)



whew ~ thats all for now ;; till next time byebee

homE shweet homE ~

hiya there ~!

i arrived at sultan ismail petra airport at about 6.55pm yesterday =)

last saturday (27th feb) i went to genting

took bunch of pix there too =)

pix are supposed to be important right? as a token of memory, for us to keep with us till forever
it was the evidence...

anyway
it was *again* uncle k treat going to genting, he paid for my tickets, ALL PARK ticket actually
so it cost him more than rm50...he seems to be so so so too nice

thanks a lot uncle k

i couldnt manage to try all the rides there...not enuf time..hahaha seriously

the best would be the sg. rejang ride...or whatever its called
cuz it made us soaking wet ! i looove it ! being wet is the best part...
just note to myself : next time going there, make sure i wear those ARIANI-like tudung, so that i dont have to fix my tudung everytime after a ride :P

another one would be one of the roller coaster there...it was spinning u know...lols XD

love it so muchhh!

thanks uncle k and cik ti....love you guys so much

then before coming back to kelantan, i watched percy jackson...
i am not really satisfied with the movie...seems so short...very much to expect
just like any other novel-made-into-movie ...they pretty much cut the scenes...
cant tell much since i just started to read the novel percy jackson and the lightning thieve..he just arrived at the half blood camp in the novel..

i vowed to only read the book while waiting during my driving lesson..puahahaha that would keep me busy while waiting right? hehehe

and oh,
btw
i went driving today, loooove it so much...cuz i can drove more than 60km/h it was beyond the speed limit for driving the car there like i care? duh...hahaha i dont care what the instructor said anymore...huuu~ good job *winks*

going there tomorrow again...maybe hahaha

thats a wrap...jane

as kiDs see it

i went over to my aunt's in kajang for 2 nights

hahaha, of course with the kids
three of them
all of them are so cuddlyy , funny,
and also mischievous...hahahaha kids

practically i have chocolate stains on my cardigan and jeans
good thing the cardigan i was wearing is black, so the stain was not so obvious :D

today,
we cooked bolognaise spaghetti, potatoe salad for lunch
then, after asar i went back to cheras, for tomorrow im going to genting =)

for dinner, we had domino's pizza, sausages, n yougurt too
we had icecream but im too full to eat icecream (or elis = Qistina's word for icecream)

then i watched a lil bit of kdrama
and here i am, online ~ hahaha

for the time being, i will just write what im doing away from home
then probablyi'll post something for the mind, lol

thats all,,,,

later

btw, zack keep on teasing me ;P wekkk

miDvalleY ~

today
went to midvalley with my cuz
and meet up with cipop again
my cuz n i went our separate ways

so,
only me n cipop alone; yet again
good thing it was him
at least theres always things to talk about =)
first of all, we went all over midvalley
while im looking for a cardigan
lastly went inside jusco
we went like 2 rounds around the ladies dept
oh yea
cipop is definitely boyfriend material
he even helped me picked out the cardigan..im not the one who look throughly..hohoho~
im having problem in choosing
thats all hahahahak
the finally
i bought a tiz:ed cardigan
thanks to pop who spotted the mannequin wearing a black cardigan *see? i dont even notice this :P*
so i went to try it out
and finally bought it
"akhirnye.." bak kato pop hahaha

then both of us went around for a lil bit
went to surau
then lepak at foodcourt
we talked
talked
and
talked

until 4pm, when he had to go back

then i waited for 3 hours? somthing like that before my aunt came to take me
btw, i bought 2 novels; percy jackson series...the 1st n 2nd book hohoho


i think
this was the best outing ive ever had

theres always a first time for everything
today;
for the first time
i went shopping with a guy, i mean literally a guy who isnt related to me
not to mention he helped me to choose one
i may sound dreamy? anything you wanna call me
like i care? hahaha

anyway
pop/afiq; thanks for today..=)

sore feet =)

im currently staying at my aunt's place =) in cheras

will be back to kelantan on 28th feb, on 5pm flight

so,
today i went out to klcc
with my cuz...then i met up my frens

meet up cipop aka afiq zakaria at kinokuniya =)
hahaha pardon me, but it was just too great?
hahaha probably missing too much of my frens at faris...z cudnt make it...so yea
cipop will do ^__^
the both of us queued up to buy movie tickets to watch LITTLE BIG SOLDIER
pop bought 3 tickets (me, him, my other fren *a UM student whom we meet up later, k hana*)
he paid for me though hahaha
i end up buying him lunch, he only want mcD lololol~


together we went to hv our lunch
then went to surau to pray
aftr that we watched the movie
and went our separate ways
pop went home
k hana n i went to aquaria
i tell you
it worth it
so many species of seacreature
even the guy near the entrance treat us superrrr special hahaha
i got the chance to touch a few of unique creatures too, with his help ohohohoho~
one of those memorable moments i might say
he was nice =)
k hana was nice too =)) we took pix together n such
so fun
then we went our ways

ed n me took the putra
stopped at masjid jamek
then went to look around at JALAN TUNKU AB RAHMAN (TAR)
along with Kak Bi
i bought 4 bangles for my mom, sis n me

then arrive home at about 7.20pm? something like that
then we had our dinner
which we bought from pasar malam near here

woott
thats all...~

byeebee

that is so YesteRday ~

went driving lesson as usual; tired n bored of it alreadyyy

felt exhausted for the past few days
with this n that going on
with the MISUNDERSTANDING;; come on lah..srsly, i tot you are matured enough to see through things..haih, im disappointed with you
nothing to keep me busy;
hence making me thinking about 'those' again
why har?

i myself dunno whats the answer ::

perhaps the loneliness?

perhaps the boredom?

perhaps im just plain naive?

perhaps im just plain stupid?

perhaps what?

aigoo...

i know you,
youre supposed to be more matured than i am,
so thats why i thought you understand..
but no,
you didnt
not even a single thing
why is that?
i dunno
why do i even care?
i dont have any idea ~

when i dont care anymore

you will spark all 'those' things again

do you have to?

i mean;

youre already in your happily ever after

really,

im disapointed with you

what can i say more?

that is just that,

nothing more

dont you see????

how could you did this to me?

im not that low,

ive seen sad endings before my very own eyes

you didnt know that dont you?

well i dont expect you to

actually

i shouldnt expect anything from you

fyi, i dont want to take away your happily ever after from you

i dont want that to happen just because of me,

not that isee that happen..lol

it's just that,

i dont want that to happen to you

i know my limits,

so should you

why did this even started?

this is just going to be another detour,

i know this

it wont last long

longest would be just in few months;;

again, not that i care so much

but

sadly enough

for the time being,

i DO care

so, why?

im still looking for the answer in this pitch black alley in front of me

is there,

anyone who's willing to show the light?

hahaha im starting to be poetic :P

well,

i just hope this will go away soon ;;

soon enough for me to get tired of it

enough of my ranting tonight..

haih..ive been sighing to myself a lot these few days
this mkes me like a grown up woman hahahaha~

cLoUd_9

today, i went to drive again with my instructor, thank god i have my old instructor backkk ~

yesterday, wasnt a very good one..hahaha...practically, both of us were handling the wheel
hahah blame it all on the car, since i have no probs with my own car =) hahaha poor him, must have been dizzy to sit in the car with me. i tend to brake suddenly when asked :P heckk....so it was my fault, at certain times hahaha~

today, i went there again..i made a lil bit of progress, oh yea~ i can handle the wheel myself...just still need his help in hadbraking...wonder why it's so difficulttt :/
oh wells~

OVERALL: i'm enjoying my driving lessons nowadays! ~


then my dad picked us up *me n Eid* n on the way, we stopped by at the PANTAI TIMUR nearby my old school, SMKTM1 ~ since it's almost CHINESE NEW YEAR, the place was decorated in red..good thing red is my fave colour ~! :D

here's a few pix i managed to snap with my SE~

some of the red goodies; blurr pix since i was in hurry

i personally love the deco hanging on the ceiling; nice2

on one section of the red goodies; we bought lots of peanuts from this section lols ~!

driving drove me crazeh

yesterday, i went to 'learn' how to drive the car at the driving academy >_>*
gahhh!! it's not just the waiting that made me sick..it was the whole thing...
with the car *check* it keeps turning off? aish...even the istructor was fed up *hey it's not my faulttttt!! it was the car*
instructor *check* i would be veryyyy thankful to have my my old one T__T srsly...i want him backkkkk ToT
but that is unlikely to happen >_>;;; gawdddd

for todayy;
i drove the car..my uncle's car, along with my dearest cuz, Eid (who is btw, 7 days younger than me :D)
and i tell you what, the car didnt even 'turned off' *is that what you call? i dunno...*
see? i told ya it wasnt me, its the freakin car at the academyyy!!
my dad acted as the instructor, dad you rules! my dad is more similar to my old instructor.
the type that will tell you to do this n that one by one :D * i want him backkkkk ToT ..again that is unlikely to happen, sigh*
so car driving: accomplish for today :D
gonna to it again tomorrow with Eid <33 this is funnnnn~ better than at the academy anyway, probably bcuz of the car...huhuhuhu


and i rummage tru my wardrobe, i took out my fave jeans...only to wonder why i havent wear it for so long...
it seems that it got torn below the knees =_=;; one of my cousins thought that the jeans was styled to be like that * i almost LOL'ed at this* well, thx cuzz!

well i think thats it for now =)
QISsu ~

thiNgs to Do ~

today i woke up early ^^~

breakfast: egg+cheese sandwich ~ yum yum

then i went to the market to buy groceries with my dad..
it wasnt my ifrst time going there, but i saw something for the first time in my life *for real*
behold the 'white carrot' or mostly known as RADISH.. the thing is ive never seen a real radish, i mean the one that hasnt been cooked n cut yet..
we bought the ingredients for today's lunch :D
i cooked the lunch wakakaka im veryyy proud of myself :P

so for lunch, i made steamed fish n radish+some other veggies with prawns ~! :D

since i was quite bored nowadays, i even took some pix at the market~ oh yeaaah!!
theres one grandma, who's my dad's friend. shes 75 yer old, sugoi ne? thought of taking her pic, but didnt manage to do so hu3~

well here's some of the pic ~

the fishes being rake off their scales ~ cudnt take the pak cik's face ha3 *tot that it wud be rude :P*

the car that was parked in front of ours when my dad stopped to buy eggs :D

PASAR BESAR TANAH MERAH; in the morning :D

~ behold the RADISHH ~

some kind of veggies n the radish :D
veggies ish good for health ~!

as for tomorrow; literally in a few hours i'll be going to take my driving license lesson =_= how boring...


well, thats a wrap
Qissu ~

it's what you called FRIENDS

so, being at home with nothing to do in particular..will leave you with too few options;

~ being friends with the pc esp the internet
~ set up movies marathon
~ TRY to catch up with your long-lost friends
~ take up the challenge of taking your driving license ...the most challenging of all...srlsy
~ try the hardest to keep the house in a good state lols XD
~ learn a few new recipe from you parents..learn+cook=eat the best equation of all time i would say :P

that was just the footnote? whatever ppl call them =_=

ive been sms-ing with my long long long friend. srsly...no kidding, i know him since kindergarten *beams proudly*
we were the best of friends during our kindergarten's days. then he moved to some other places. we then were apart for 5 years. when unexpectedly, we met each other again when i was in my new school, smktm 1. we were in the same class :D ~
i tot he looked familiar at first, but then i couldn't recall him.
who will?
i mean, i was little when we were friends back then. you got the idea right? somewhere along the year of 2005 he told me that he knows me from way back. i asked him
"who are you?",
then he started telling me the stuff we usually do together, along one of my other friend *which i dunno where she is now* then something hit my brain, its him hahaha~
so, ya know..friends; it felt good to still be friends with the one you knew since you were 5; it's an amazing accomplishment for me as im no good in keeping in touch with friends pardon me bout this >_<


and, so
last saturday i met up with few of my friends; adah, nina, za, cepet, cipop n aman. went out at 11am n was back on the car at about 5.15pm or sumtin :D
went around the kbmall. adah was looking for a new pair of shoes. but she ended up buying another pair of sandals, yet again XD
then we had mcflurry yummylicious~ n kfc
n talk talk
and more talking
lastly went to the pacific bowls my first exp ya know >_<

hopefully; i'll meet the rest of betasweeters soon~ missh you guys damn much!
and oso my dormmates, my faris friends, smktm1's friends n long lost friends (=

well this is all for now,
will write more soon hopefully

xoxo
Qissu